The Journal

I had the joy of having new photos taken by Steve Satin last weekend, the amazing photographer behind many of My photos. I’m looking forward to seeing them, as I’m sure you can imagine.

I did take a few sneaky behind the scenes photos, which can be found on My OnlyFans feed if you’re curious (and you should be!).

Over the next few weeks, I’ll be filming clips and scheduling them for release. If you are hoping to see something specific, I remind you that you can order a custom clip. Otherwise, you’ll just have to hope I’m telepathic (surprise… I’m not).

This is My 19th year in the industry as a Dominatrix.

So, here are My 19 highlights from My career to date:

1. Attempting to retire a handful of times. Why is this a highlight? Because I failed so spectacularly!
2. Buying My own home at 28…
3. … but then spending SIX MONTHS without internet, or a phone line, and still managing to keep My business alive.
4. Buying the domain ‘payuploser.com’ … it’s the little things, OK?
5. When My supporters / fans covered My cats vets bills after he got hit by a car (he made a full recovery and lived a very happy 17 years of being pampered and spoiled).
6. Hitting a 10 year anniversary with 2 of My long-term subs…
7. … and them being a hugely important part of My life.
8. Meeting some of My best and closest friends on one of the sites I first used.
9. Being able to attend My sister-in-laws wedding in Tuscany and it being fully funded by My subs.
10. Travelling first class or biz class whenever I travel, and have done for the last 4 years.
11. Extending My social circle to include some amazing Dommes and fetish artists <3
12. Having a team of professionals around Me that are on hand to ensure things go smoothly…
13. … and having a wonderful photographer locally (@steve_satin) who fully understands My vibe.
14. Having the most amazing assistant in the world.
15. My family fully supporting and encouraging My career. My mum is so very fond of telling everyone how proud she is of her Dominatrix daughter.
16. The first of My 4 digit shopping sprees (bags carried and paid for by a sub).
17. Getting to know and support @LadyOFyre when she started out, and see how far she has progressed. I feel like a proud mother hen. 💕
18. Being able to meet so many of My friends in person over the years. I can’t wait to meet more. 💕
19. That next year is TWENTY YEARS in 2020. The number geek in Me really, really appreciates it.

Thank you ALL for the support, love, and just being there.